I'm 19 soon to be 20 and i'm losing all hope of been happy. I've suffered greatly in many aspects of life. Bullying, abuse, prayed upon, victim of attempted murder, suicide survivour, ex-self harmer (For the most part).
I've always been aware that life is a selfish unfair b**** but i've never had a moment of happiness that didnt turn out fake, put on or ruined. I have friends but none of them seem to understand, none of them get it. I feel trapped, empty, lost and alone.
My confession is more of a statement. I dont know how much longer I can keep this lie up