We were going to have a threesome, but
We were going to have a threesome, but I just couldn't. I must have seemed so weird and jumpy, but I used to love him so much. The thought of him being with me and the woman he really loves just killed me too much. I know that they were disappointed, but I'm too sad to say anything. I fear I will regret never being with him and her, but maybe I won't. Or maybe I will get another chance. All I know is that I can never feel like I did when I loved him again. It was just too painful.