i want to tell about the first man who

i want to tell about the first man who raped me and took my virginity.
No one knows...sometimes i even forget.Then it hits me,everything he did to me...how scared i was...how i let it happen....
I was 13.
I want to tell everybody..show everyone what he did to me...i don't want to walk around feeling this deep unending shame anymore.I'm so tired of hurting....
If only i could remember his last name...
Even if i did...i still bet i wouldn't do a thing.
Why can't i just die.

I Hate you Will.

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  • Was ur p**** shaved did he hav lube did u come

  • Don't feel ashamed, keep your head up!

  • origenal poster: i let it happen with him...didn't stop him...didn't say no...and when it happened with someone else...i didn't say no eigher.
    its sick.

  • i know a girl where that happened to her. its the saddest thing when someone gets rapped because it takes away enjoyment when they really do have s**.
    you have no reason to feel horrible about yourself, what this man did to you was horrible, but thats his problem, it has nothing to do with you because people like that are just sick and have way to many problems of their own.
    its not you, its that disgusting creep.

  • S**** him get on with your life. Easier said than done but he's a loser. He's a pile of s***. Don't lose your self esteem over crap like him. I guess that's the only way he got anything in life. I would go to the authorities though and put him away. Let the n****** f*** him and see how he likes it .Chin up girl don't let him stop your dreams.

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