I want to stop
I want to stop cutting, I feel like there is too much in me. Sometimes, I know that if i wasn't here, it wouldn't matter. I want to die sometimes. My friends tell me to suck it up, but i'm embarrassed to tell them everything. My mom doesn't care about me, she thinks that I don't matter, she favors my brother. I want a bettter life. I want to live a life worth living for. Not something worth dying for. I tell myself to smile, while i cry. My life isn't right and i think i should end it. I have decent grades, but not the best, which make my parents hate me. I'm decent, but no like wonderful.