Sad Little Girl

I really just needed to tell someone this cause I am really confused I don't know what the h*** is wrong with me, I am 14 and when I was younger my oldest brother had s** with me I didn't even know what was going on and it happened more than once actually many times. I don't really remember when it started but it was when I was pretty little. He is currently 21 and half the time I feel like it never even happened and I just imagined it but I know that's not true I hate him but I can't tell anyone why and I think I liked it and if I tell anyone I'm afraid of what will happen and maybe it was my fault. I just feel like a s*** and I lost my virginity when I was too young to even know what it was. I really don't know what to do every time I see him I feel like I am lying to everyone and it freaks me out.


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  • He needs in jail for life. R post his name on here and maybe he be delt with right

  • You said you liked it.. thats the key. He cared for you and made sure you enjoyed yourself.. try it again now, is not unnatural.. its just s**. What makes s** so scary and terrible but hugging not? Both are normal human functions.. one just feels a whole heck of a lot better. Don't be a prude.

  • It's okay sweetie I'm sure none of this was your fault and if your brother was that old he knew what he was doing to you Don't worry I'm sure you will move on whether or not you tell anyone if you really don't want to then maybe you shouldn't but if you feel you won't be able to get past it maybe you should. And to whoever posted the first comment GO F*** YOURSELF she's just a kid and if you wanna act like a d*** do it somewhere else.

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