Uggh

Recently I quess you could call it depression.i see nothing worth fighting for any more.every day I wake up I just want to go back to sleep to ignore everything and everyone. Usually this is the time family comes in and try's to help you through it but not my family. My family just ignores the problems and just wants to be praised.so every time I think of something or say something they shot me down making wanting to live that much worst.just like when I found out my mom was lying to me for so many years about almost everything,I didn't know what to do I thought she was the only one who was the for me.i mean there's alot of things that I could confess but I don't think I ready to admit the rest yo anyone not even myself.

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  • Look deeply into ayahuasca. dont jump right in and book a flight, or browse through it quickly and give up on it. Spend hours researching it my friend, it will change your life.

  • It could just be the ebb and flow of life. Maybe by admitting things to yourself it can be very liberating. Because when you say something outloud, it becomes truth. And then you can look at it and begin to deal with all the emotions you have surrounding that thing. But at the same time, when you do say something outloud that you don't like or whatever, forgive yourself too. It's good to note, that just because you forgive yourself for something - it doesn't mean that you were wrong or did something bad - it just means you're letting it go. Don't hold onto things in, even your mom. Sometimes people lie because they can't handle their own truth. And maybe she did it to protect you. When you are feelings those blah days, try to do something for yourself..go for a walk, treat yourself to ice cream, call up a friend and have a good laugh. When you need help, sometimes you have to ask for it. You would think that friends and family would know when someone is in need of help..but people are human. At some point, you have to take care of yourself and ask for help. Take things one day at a time.

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