I hate hormones
Hey I am a female of 14 years of age. I hate these hormones! I usually try to be a model daughter, student, and follower in Christ. Here recently, despite not having any "crushes" so to speak, I like to look up pictures of naked guys with humongous penises, male pride, some say, and imagine them ** me. What is wrong with me? I also look up ** and after all this internet activity clear any traces so my parents never find out. I could blame this on my hormones, I guess, and even fantasize being a ** slave! Guys I am worried about myself! Am I just sick for this?
It's not your hormones so much as your undeveloped brain. People go through hormonal changes later in life too, and during pregnancy, but there's a **special ** kind of stupid that goes with adolescence. One symptom is that they think they're the only ones who ever go through anything hormonal. Another is that they think anyone cares!!
Its fine I do that too I'm 15 years old and a Christian. Nothing's wrong with you
You probably enjoy ** fantasies because if the ** is "forced" on you then it absolves you of your guilt. It's probably ** because you've been shamed out of thinking ** is okay. ** is okay lol. Enjoy your fantasies and be at peace with this natural part of human nature.
It is absolutely fine and natural. Some have higher ** drive than others and it's totally normal. Just stay safe and do work towards a bright future and stay happy ;-)