I hate hormones
Hey I am a female of 14 years of age. I hate these hormones! I usually try to be a model daughter, student, and follower in Christ. Here recently, despite not having any "crushes" so to speak, I like to look up pictures of naked guys with humongous penises, male pride, some say, and imagine them raping me. What is wrong with me? I also look up p*** and after all this internet activity clear any traces so my parents never find out. I could blame this on my hormones, I guess, and even fantasize being a s** slave! Guys I am worried about myself! Am I just sick for this?