I'm a sad, pathetic loser. I purposely
I'm a sad, pathetic loser. I purposely try to make myself better than my friends. I'll try to say things that seem better than what they said. Its a sad attempt to make myself seem like somebody. But in reality, I'm nothing. I try to hard to fit in and end up making a complete idiot out of myself. Just because I'm not good enough for anybody. My friends tell me that I'm pretty, and funny, and stuff like that. I don't believe them. I wish that they would stop telling me things like that, because I know I'll just shoot it down. But, if they ever stopped telling me things like that, my tiny shred of self-esteem would die.