I'm pretty sure I'm setting myself up

I'm pretty sure I'm setting myself up to fail, and how I can never get over the whole "spur of the moment" issues. It will ruin me eventually, but for some reason I never can grasp caring. I only have one life to live, and even though I'm s******* it up pretty badly, I also am enjoying it. In the end I know I'll be my own enemy, but for now, I really don't care.
Oh, and I used to think falling in love was going to be the best thing ever, but now I realize why some people are scared to fall in love.
I jumped in too fast, and I'm scared as h***. But what worries me the most if that I won't be able to keep it for that long. I know the good that has come from it, but I know that I'm going to mess it up. Probably purposefully, too. And I'm not even sure why I throw good opportunities like that away.

Oh well. Whatever happens, happens.

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  • Don't sabatoge the situation, it won't happen again! Finding that kind of love where it is so scary doesn't happen all too much. Are you compatible with this person. If so treat her right, and don't let go. I have made those mistakes before.

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