i just masturbated with the heel of my
i just masturbated with the heel of my ballet flat and a home fragrance bottle in my ass, saying over and over in my head "please come in my ass daddy" while a fat dude with a stern look on his face says BEG FOR IT BEG FOR IT.
it's funny because if you saw me you'd say "what a pretty, normal girl" and really i'm a freak. i haven't masturbated for over a month because i have weird religious guilt over it, like i'm letting God down or my ancestors (WTF) are looking at me from heaven and shaking their heads. i'd tell my therapist but she's a christian and would probably suggest avoiding self gratification and at the very least confessing my l*** and asking Jesus to forgive me and put everything pure & good in my mind.
i am really conflicted and now i'm sleepy. my hands smell like p****