Before

Oh I know exactly what you mean!

Before I never even so much had a spark of interest for s** or the like, but since losing it I want it so bad nearly all the time!

Feels so good to feel something inside of me...

You just keep doing it babe, there is nothing wrong with self satisfaction when you have that feeling. I have been caught a few times doing it some times you might even get some help to finish. I'm a male and love to see ladies doing it. Hot I now have to do it again. Thanks