I've had this friend for 16 yrs, we've
I've had this friend for 16 yrs, we've been on/off a couple of times, and as of now I'm married, and he lives 5 states away. I went up to where he lives to visit my grandparents and while I was staying with him we ended up having s**. I feel horrible for what I did, but at the same time he's all I can think about. My husband is great and I love him, but I don't think I want to be with him anymore, and I'm afraid if I leave him I'll be making a big mistake, especially since I don't have the money to move 5 states and my friend hasn't said whether or not he wants to be with me.