Getting curious

I'm a fourteen (Going on fifteen) year old boy near the end of my freshman year.
I was never into dating until recently, mostly because I'm really shy, and never thought of myself as boyfriend material. Although, In the past few weeks, I had my first kiss.
I've never seen women as anything less than human beings; I've always had the mentality that they should be treated with the utmost respect, and are more than just objects to be manipulated by men.
But recently, I've been getting curious about ** and love.
What they feel like, the emotions, the heat of the moment, etc. I've already had some discussions about it with my father, and I know the consequences of careless, unprotected **.
Like many young boys my age, I've been interested in actually having **, despite the fact that I know I'm not ready.
I've never been outgoing. If I was to get involved in a romantic relationship, I'd let the woman make the first move. On the matter of **, I'd be a little afraid to take the lead, because I'd be scared of hurting her. Which is a little weird, considering the fact that'd I'd prefer dating an older girl.
I know that many of the posts on this site are fake and/or exaggerated. But this is a legitimate post, and I'm looking for some opinions from others. I'm open to answers; from men and women, and girls and boys my age.

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