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Nighttime fears
Many of us hate the nighttime. The clock strikes midnight. You're alone in your bed. Thoughts swirling in your head. All the big and small moments of the day replaying in your mind. "Was that a genuine interaction?" "Did they like me?" "How'd I look?" "What'd they think?" "Did I make a strong impression?" "Am I important to him/her?" "Am I loved?" A lot of the time, when the sun goes down, you're left alone with the negative thoughts that consume the mind. There's nothing but the silence of the room versus the yelling in your head. You pray and wish for the day that you feel completely secure. A feeling that should be felt every hour of the day. No more hesitation. No more self-deprication. Only love. Love for yourself. Love for others. And, love for this one life you're given. Don't let the darkness block the sunlight.
I am a 14 year old girl still in puberty and bedwetting because of it.I have to wear a thick cloth diaper and rubberpants[plastic pants] to bed every night! Mom puts them on me before bedtime! Believe me it is no fun knowing that i have to wear the diaper and rubberpants to bed every night!
The Power Of Now by Eckhart Tolle. Might want to look into that one.
That's me. 3am and i worry, get angry. It seems so clear and obvious then. In the morning i wonder why i got so angry
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