I should've had an abortion. My
I should've had an abortion.
My husband wanted me to have the child he couldn't stand the guilt.
I never wanted children.
He was born premature and with some disabilities.
I am the one who has to bear the brunt daily.
He is 11 now.
I don't even feel motherly love towards him.
I am depressed again and have been for about 2 years.
I feel that I have brought another failure upon myself.
I am failing that boy, and I feel alone.
I resent him.
I have successfully pushed any friends that I had out of my life.
I can't stand chaos or drama, and excise that from my life immediately.
I feel hopeless.