I had my firstborn when I was 20. Then my 2nd at 21. Both out of marriage. This is not done where I'm from and being a young mum was very shameful in my family. I left work and became a homemaker. Then my boyfriend left me and I was a single parent for 8 years. My family eventually excepted this and became very supportive. I got a new boyfriend whom everybody loves and he loves my children as his own as the father disappeared years ago.
The problem is ive just found out in pregnant again. I'm petrified of telling my family. They will never believe it was an unplanned mistake. I'm afraid they will just think of me as some baby machine. I'm really not. I adore my children with all my heart but i never wanted children.
I'm going to be heartbroken when i see that look in their eyes again. Even tho I'm 30 now it makes me feel like a stupid teenager again.