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Depressed and Afraid
Sometimes I'm uncomfortable in my boyfriend's room because he keeps a gun stored under the bed and I'm afraid I'll lose control and kill myself with it.
Sometimes I'm uncomfortable in my boyfriend's room because he keeps a gun stored under the bed and I'm afraid I'll lose control and kill myself with it.
Do you have depression? Tell your bf about your suicidal thoughts so he can hide his gun where you can't find it.
It's called an intrusive thought. Lots of people have them. Look it up. From Wikipedia: "Many people experience the type of bad or unwanted thoughts that people with more troubling intrusive thoughts have, but most people can dismiss these thoughts. For most people, intrusive thoughts are a "fleeting annoyance." Psychologist Stanley Rachman presented a questionnaire to healthy college students and found that virtually all said they had these thoughts from time to time, including thoughts of sexual violence, sexual punishment, "unnatural" ** acts, painful sexual practices, blasphemous or obscene images, thoughts of harming elderly people or someone close to them, violence against animals or towards children, and impulsive or abusive outbursts or utterances.[6] Such bad thoughts are universal among humans, and have "almost certainly always been a part of the human condition"'
Why are you so sad? I've been there before I used to keep my shotgun loaded in case I decided to do it. If took a long time but things got better. Don't hurt yourself please if you need to talk there are people. Let me know on here I'll talk or listen or annoy lol what ever u need. *hugs*