Im a 39yr old single mother who hasnt had s** in years. 19 exactly because my daughter is a constant reminder of my sexual deprivation. I think about s** constantly and I m********* every night, using the excuse that it helps me go to sleep but really im lonely.
Heres where it gets sad.
Ive masturbated twice to my daughter and her boyfriend having s**. I feel so dirty, but in my defense their s** is really hot. Its really sensual and romantic and you can tell they love each other.
I tried to stop them the first time I caught them. I walked by her room and the door was cracked just enough that I could see hat was going on. But once I really observed them, I was mesmerize. They were so passionate, next thing I know my hands down my pants,craving to be touched. I watched the whole thing, c****** a few times before they finished.
I told myself that night that i need to stop them if it happens again.
I didnt stop them the second time, I couldn't stop myself from masturbating either