I'm called gorgeous, beautiful and talented. But I don't feel that way. My friends don't really care for me, giving me s*** whenever they can. I am never asked to dances by boys or girls. I have had no boyfriend or girlfriend. I am disliked at school. All I want is somebody to love. Is it too much? I am severely depressed, but have been told that I am lying because I act too happy to be depressed. I was told by my so-called best friend. I just want to be accepted.