I'm going to kill myself. Nothing is going right in my life. I have been depressed for about 6 months now and nothing is ever going to get any better. I don't have any friends. I don't have a job. I'm not going to school. I have a boyfriend who never loved me. He lied to me for over a year now. I feel so unwanted and unloved. I'm an awful person. I'm ugly and fat and a b**** and worthless. There's no point in staying on earth. I'm just a waste of space. I haven't told anyone I'm depressed, because I don't want anyone to think this is a cry for attention. It's not. I'm done. I've been done for far too long. I have no reason to live. I already don't have a "life" I might as well make it permanent and official. I'll never amount to anything. No one wants me here. I should just leave. Good bye. I'm done.