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I destroyed my life, i lived in a nice hot country with a nice salary,, but i ** up i ** a ** in the **.. I dont know why this happend,, i never liked guys only girls ** so many girls in my life. But this ** creature found me in the right moment when i was almost passed out of alcohol and just got off the coke.. I asked it are you a girl or boy and it said girl,, but i knew it was not deep inside,, but i dont know why i took my ** out and let that ** ** it,, could'nt come so somehow i ** that ** in the ** in a garage at 5 in the morning.. I never saw the ** or something i just got blow and ** doggy.. It was a black crossdresser i dont know why i did this.. Im straight not gay i feel disgusted this will never happend again!!! But this ** ** me up when i was not in control off myself so now i ** up my work to because i cant think straight and spent all my money on female hookers and cocaine and HIV test!!!! Be careful out there men its become more and more natural and they can easy trick you.......
I would not even wish my baddest enemy this feeling,, im not gay i know it but somehow it feels like this made me little gay because i never think i would do something like this.. Sometimes i forget about it sometimes i wanna kill myself.. Im just angry because this thing destroyed my work and new life in a exotic country (brazil) and now i have to start all over with my life...... I was a criminal before was on the right path then this happend..................
What should i do?? Am i gay now??
Should i kill myself??????
I told my mother about this too.. Had to speak with somebody about it!!
I hate trannys
You need to move on don't beat yourself up. Ain't no biggie bro nobody know you and your mom. You be fine
Even if your don't like them don't ever call someone "it" or "**". It's disrespectful
Ok,how about FREAK! As that's what they are
Man up. Trangender ID themselves as women. Why not be more open to your sexuality. Apparently you enjoyed it at the time. Deep down you think its hot. Let me tell you this will not be your first time with one. I have been in your situation. I was confused at first. Then it led to giving them a bj and eventually you might want to have one top you. This was the last thing i would even consider 10 years ago. I felt gay at first and confused. I am not attracted to men at all. You are at a prime location for beautiful TS. Just enjoy.
If you get over your prejudices then this wouldn't be such a big deal. The transgender you were with identifies as a woman and you both had a ** time together.