Dont know why

I destroyed my life, i lived in a nice hot country with a nice salary,, but i f***** up i f***** a tranny in the ass.. I dont know why this happend,, i never liked guys only girls f***** so many girls in my life. But this f****** creature found me in the right moment when i was almost passed out of alcohol and just got off the coke.. I asked it are you a girl or boy and it said girl,, but i knew it was not deep inside,, but i dont know why i took my c*** out and let that b**** suck it,, could'nt come so somehow i f***** that tranny in the ass in a garage at 5 in the morning.. I never saw the d*** or something i just got blow and f*** doggy.. It was a black crossdresser i dont know why i did this.. Im straight not gay i feel disgusted this will never happend again!!! But this b**** f***** me up when i was not in control off myself so now i f***** up my work to because i cant think straight and spent all my money on female hookers and cocaine and HIV test!!!! Be careful out there men its become more and more natural and they can easy trick you.......

I would not even wish my baddest enemy this feeling,, im not gay i know it but somehow it feels like this made me little gay because i never think i would do something like this.. Sometimes i forget about it sometimes i wanna kill myself.. Im just angry because this thing destroyed my work and new life in a exotic country (brazil) and now i have to start all over with my life...... I was a criminal before was on the right path then this happend..................

What should i do?? Am i gay now??
Should i kill myself??????

I told my mother about this too.. Had to speak with somebody about it!!
I hate trannys


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  • I read your narration with deep sense of empathy. A lot of folks have had enough confusion from a "confused world" to last for a life time! Lack of "personal identity" can bore oneself sick even to having suicide thoughts . Have I once considered suicide in my life? Yes .. . and indeed, many folks you see that walk the streets are full of challenges and pains that were inflicted or innate. In my own case, , I thought I will not be able to achieve anything because I was abused as a child (this is usually a trigger), lived in a home that always felt like an explosive device was about to ignite. I struggled with these feelings and tried to fill the void via alcohol and "street smokes". I found fake boldness that was transient. I envied and wanted to be like others. I began to steal.

    Well, I am an adult now, well educated, employed, married, had kids, drug/alcohol/smoke free, and really free from all my demons. How? Yes, I know that this will be the question in your heart. It sounded foolish and dreamlike but it was real. Someone gave me a copy of "New Testament and Psalms and proverbs"; a little blue covered book which could fit into my pocket. . I began to read it from "The Gospel of John" like he advised me. I love reading and it made sense. Well, I may not be able to tell you all that happened to me but I discovered that as I read it daily, I began to be attracted to and talk to the main character in the story; Jesus and it seemed like and old self of mine was dropping off daily. At some point I was shocked when I was out with my friends and realized that I hadn't touched alcohol in the past 2 weeks! That was strange. And the stranger thing was that alcohol lost its appeal to me. In fact, it disgusted me. My friends told me that they will "give me just three months" and I will drink myself to stupor like before. well it has been years and I keep getting better; more pleasant than the person I ever tried to be.

  • Even if your don't like them don't ever call someone "it" or "tranny". It's disrespectful

  • Man up. Trangender ID themselves as women. Why not be more open to your sexuality. Apparently you enjoyed it at the time. Deep down you think its hot. Let me tell you this will not be your first time with one. I have been in your situation. I was confused at first. Then it led to giving them a bj and eventually you might want to have one top you. This was the last thing i would even consider 10 years ago. I felt gay at first and confused. I am not attracted to men at all. You are at a prime location for beautiful TS. Just enjoy.

  • If you get over your prejudices then this wouldn't be such a big deal. The transgender you were with identifies as a woman and you both had a h**** time together.

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