Dont know why
I destroyed my life, i lived in a nice hot country with a nice salary,, but i f***** up i f***** a tranny in the ass.. I dont know why this happend,, i never liked guys only girls f***** so many girls in my life. But this f****** creature found me in the right moment when i was almost passed out of alcohol and just got off the coke.. I asked it are you a girl or boy and it said girl,, but i knew it was not deep inside,, but i dont know why i took my c*** out and let that b**** suck it,, could'nt come so somehow i f***** that tranny in the ass in a garage at 5 in the morning.. I never saw the d*** or something i just got blow and f*** doggy.. It was a black crossdresser i dont know why i did this.. Im straight not gay i feel disgusted this will never happend again!!! But this b**** f***** me up when i was not in control off myself so now i f***** up my work to because i cant think straight and spent all my money on female hookers and cocaine and HIV test!!!! Be careful out there men its become more and more natural and they can easy trick you.......
I would not even wish my baddest enemy this feeling,, im not gay i know it but somehow it feels like this made me little gay because i never think i would do something like this.. Sometimes i forget about it sometimes i wanna kill myself.. Im just angry because this thing destroyed my work and new life in a exotic country (brazil) and now i have to start all over with my life...... I was a criminal before was on the right path then this happend..................
What should i do?? Am i gay now??
Should i kill myself??????
I told my mother about this too.. Had to speak with somebody about it!!
I hate trannys