I had ** w my bf's brother and can't stop thinking about him

I've been with my bf a few months and he's amazing, like the sweetest guy I have ever met and I really see us having a future. Well, as we got to know each other, we shared photos of our family-siblings, patents, etc. And turns out his youngest brother is someone I slept w all summer a year ago. ** w him was something else and he ate ** for hours. I've never had a man make me ** as many times as this guy. My bf has no idea I slept w his brother, if he does he hasn't mentioned it. I love my bf and would never do anything to hurt him but past few days I have been fantasizing so much about his brother, even when we have **. I feel so bad! I keep reminding myself of how sweet and kind my bf is and how stupid it would be to ruin something w him over a loser like his brother. In a way I feel like I feel like I don't deserve such a good guy and I am trying to subconsciously sabotage what we have for the typical losers I'm used to? Idk its driving my crazy and I wish I never had messed w his brother but then again i never would have thought that a year down the road, I'd meet my bf and develop real feelings. :/

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