Waiting to Commit Suicide
I am waiting for both of my roommates to be out of town so that I can commit suicide. I don't want an audience, I don't want anyone to rush in and stop me. I want to be able to clean up relax enjoy a last drink and slip away peacefully. They both won't leave someones plans always get cancelled. I am now thinking of sending them on a gifted trip together so that I can have peace and quiet for my final moments.
That is all. Just want to die in peace since there is no chance of me living in peace.