I admit I have a weird fetish

I am a 20 year old male. The following attachment is a video clip that I have been masturbating to for the past 5 years. Every time I m*********, I watch this clip on an endless loop. Something about the noises and movements of the characters, as well as the music. The noises that the three life sized dolls (Jim, Eileen and Andy Foley) make noises that sound like s** noises to me and arouse me. The part where their son at the end walks into the room and gets put in the tub is also very arousing to me. When I m*********, I think of the room in which the skit is set and I imagine replacing the three characters with scantily clad girls and sometimes I even project myself into the scene.

I first saw this clip when I was maybe 4 or 5 years old in an episode of a show called "The Big Comfy Couch." Something about this particular scene seemed to resonate with me and I never forgot the clip, but didn't rediscover it until many years later. It wasn't until I rediscovered the clip that I started to become sexually aroused from watching it, which was in either the 7th or 8th grade. I am currently a sophomore in college and still m********* to it on a consistent, every day basis. I usually supplement this clip with pornographic gifs/videos and pictures of topless women, but it is a central part of my "masturbation ritual."

I'm not sure what I'm trying to get out of posting this, but this is part of me I have never shared with anyone. I know this is incredibly strange, but it feels weirdly therapeutic to be typing this and posting it where it will be relatively anonymous but not totally private at the same time (if that makes any sense.) I'm interested to hear what people say if they're not too put off by it already. This is not the only thing in the world that arouses me by any means, I am very aroused by women and have a healthy/consistent s** life with my girlfriend of a year and a half. Again, not sure really what I'm trying to get at with all this data and info, but I figured I'd get it off my chest.

Since I am unable to upload a video file here, you can find this clip on YouTube by searching "the big comfy couch i feel good," it's the part of the episode where the character loonette plays with her doll house, probably somewhere in the middle of the episode.

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