So I love this doctor I met so much
I feel so selfish for wanting him to love me, I have pushed him away and fought off my feelings because he is married. I wish I knew him to speak to him. I need a new doctor and someone I can trust. I have deep feelings for Henrad as well and just would love to spend time with him alone. I could fall for heaps of men if only I could get to the places they are to get offered the dates and meet with them doing social things. I am sure if I met more men I would be free from this. If men were friendlier to me it would be so much better.