He ruined everything. I was fine until he started talking to me and I fell for him. I dont know why I even fell for him, I know he isnt a good person, hes rude, overly sexual, and narcisstic, but here I am, still thinking about him, wishing he would say sorry and that he never liked my bestfriend, and that im actually worth something in his eyes. I wish that he would tell me that I am everything to him, and that he meant every word he said to me. That I am someone different. I wish that I was pretty like her, and I wish that you could see me as someone to date, like you used to when we texted before we met. I wish when you saw me in the hall at school you would think "Damn, I miss her". I hope that someday, when your old, you remember me and wish that you could change time, and want me the way I wanted you. I was completely vulnerable, and than got completely broke.Most of all, I wish it didnt end like it did. I miss you more than you or my friends know.