the hot one.

to me my boyfriend is perfect, and even though everyone says i'm the hot one, i secretly feel like i'll never be good enough. he loves me, adores me rather, of this i am sure, but its also kind of weird when women prettier than me are hugging him when we go out and telling him they love him. granted these women are also my friends. he could have his pick of any girl he wanted. they all want him, but he chose me. and for some reason im always paranoid he'll just realize he can have whoever he wants and leave me. i love him with my whole heart. it would just kill me to think he'd leave me for someone hotter, with a better personality, with more money, who's just better all around. i doubt it wil ever happen. he's the man of my dreams, and we've been together for a while, yet that fear is always there. i'm probably just a weirdo.

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  • OMG I feel the same ways, I'm slowly starting to get over it, my bf doesn't even believe how hot he is....and he's told me I'm not the most beautiful girl he's seen but he's in love with me and wouldn't trade me for the world, we just had a damn kid!
    i hate being insecure lol

  • ^ Exactly. Try trusting yourself to see if you can build some self confidence. I tried bungy jumping. It scared the h*** out of me but I knew I had it in me and I did. I felt better and it felt good to put that in comparison with the stress of trying to keep a perfect relationship working.

    Well, it was weird for me but I realized it can all be so easy in the end.

  • That is unecassary insecurity. You are wasting your time worrying about what might happen, when you should be enjoying time with your man.

  • I relate so much it hurts.....:(

    I accidently broke down and cried and told my bf all this...

    but he loves ME for ME.

    and I'm SURE your bf loves you too!!

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