the hot one.
to me my boyfriend is perfect, and even though everyone says i'm the hot one, i secretly feel like i'll never be good enough. he loves me, adores me rather, of this i am sure, but its also kind of weird when women prettier than me are hugging him when we go out and telling him they love him. granted these women are also my friends. he could have his pick of any girl he wanted. they all want him, but he chose me. and for some reason im always paranoid he'll just realize he can have whoever he wants and leave me. i love him with my whole heart. it would just kill me to think he'd leave me for someone hotter, with a better personality, with more money, who's just better all around. i doubt it wil ever happen. he's the man of my dreams, and we've been together for a while, yet that fear is always there. i'm probably just a weirdo.