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Today I struck back at someone who has been bullying me and it felt really, really good. Not sexually gratifying in any way but simply satisfying in a purely mental way. It felt like a had really done something and it made me feel giddy and full of energy as he went toppling over like a tree trunk with blood spurting from his nose.
I commend you. When I was 10 I was subject to some bullying. Not super bad but disempowering. Went of for ages. My dad found out and said it was ok to defend myself. I felt a huge relief. I had been trapped by the modern mantra of don't fight. I guess I felt he had given me permission. I ended up punching the kid in the nose. Blood everywhere. Sent to the deputy head. Got talked to. Nodded and I actually felt real bad but at the same time good. The kid tried to bully me again the next day and I hit him again. I got suspended for a couple of days but my parents did not punish and as I recall I just played at home. The kid never tried it on again.
I'd tell anyone being bullied to push back. Don't put up with being bullied.
Its possible it felt so good because you stood up for yourself, and not because you caused them pain.