My tired routine

So I'm an addict. It all started so innocently. I had a toothache and someone gave me a strong painkiller to take away the pain. That was five yes ago. I want to go to detox so badly but am afraid. I found a place that sounds good. 24 hour help, etc. My dreams are still intact, but I have to get clean to work on them first. I believe I can make them happen if I can beat this pill addiction. If I don't have the pills, I go into a sort of heroin like opiate withdrawal. It is the most agonizing feeling ever. I shouldn't be afraid of going to detox, I should be afraid of what'll happen if I do not go. I don't even enjoy the pill high. I much prefer a good Coke high, in fact. I quit smoking crack!! It just stopped feeling good. I am tired of that s***. Well gotta go now. Thanks for listening.

May 3, 2016

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  • Good luck my friend.
    I wish you all the best in beating opiate addiction! Its a terrible beast, and itll hurt like h***; physically and emotionally.
    But if you quit crack, im sure you already figured this out.

  • I know addition all to well and when your tired and want different you'll go to detox now they have stuff to help you get throght it but only you will no when and only you can take the steps I wish luck support and your strength will help you

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