My tired routine
So I'm an addict. It all started so innocently. I had a toothache and someone gave me a strong painkiller to take away the pain. That was five yes ago. I want to go to detox so badly but am afraid. I found a place that sounds good. 24 hour help, etc. My dreams are still intact, but I have to get clean to work on them first. I believe I can make them happen if I can beat this pill addiction. If I don't have the pills, I go into a sort of heroin like opiate withdrawal. It is the most agonizing feeling ever. I shouldn't be afraid of going to detox, I should be afraid of what'll happen if I do not go. I don't even enjoy the pill high. I much prefer a good Coke high, in fact. I quit smoking crack!! It just stopped feeling good. I am tired of that s***. Well gotta go now. Thanks for listening.