Will I ever find love?
I have extreme difficulty connecting with women. I have never had a girlfriend. I am no longer a young man. I am worried that I am just too far gone. The only reason that I didn't ask out the last woman who I felt very strongly for was that I thought she was too attractive for me. The last time I worked with her, I said goodbye and she actually looked very sad to see me go. But I couldn't help but tell myself that she was too attractive for me. It makes me feel lousy about myself to this very day. She was always very sweet and kind to me. I don't know if I will ever see her again, but I want to at least be with someone who I care about more than I care about myself. I want someone who makes feel like I can be a better person than who I have been in the past.