I lived a secret life as a call girl for almost 3 years. I had a couple of regular clients for whom I had strong feelings for . I Would make movies with them and have done some intense morally questionable things that were filmed . I have since stopped working because I have met the man I would like to spend my life with , I haven't told him about any of it , he is an innocent man and would never understand or look at me the same again. I often get scared that one day he will find out what I have done or that one of the many many videos I have made will be leaked and found online or something of the sort.
I also sometimes miss that line of work , the adventure , the thrill .
This is my first post here and am already regretting it but I needed to let it out and admit who I was and who on some days I wish I still were . I will see how this post goes and will most probably post in the future about my experiences as a high paid escort. there are so many things that have never been said , things I can't believe I have done but would very possibly do again .