So . . . what happens now?
My wife and I went to a July 4th party at the home of one of her bosses from her work. While we were there she introduced me to a guy she works with -- really just a boy, 19 -- who is gay. We separated after the introduction but he kept checking me out and smiling. Finally, after my wife went to talk to some other people and I was standing by myself, the boy came over to me and said "When I look at you it's like I can actually taste your c** in my mouth and I can actually feel your c*** sliding in and out of my a******". I've had gays come on to me before but I was never interested in that and never got with any of them. But with this young boy it felt completely different. He asked me to come into the house with him and let him give me a BJ. I resisted but he kept telling me how hard he wanted me and I found myself getting erect.....against my will. He looked down and noticed that I was super aroused and he said "If I make it hard.....it belongs to me" and cupped his hand over my c*** through my pants. So we went into a bathroom at the back of the house and he gave me the best head of my life. Since then I've been to his apartment like six times and every time we make love it's better than the time before. He wants more and more and more and more every day and I can't get enough of him. I've never thought I could possibly be gay but there's something about this boy that confuses me about all that. I already feel myself losing interest in my wife and thinking only about this boy and his amazing body.