It's weird.....

There are so many things I want to do with my life, I love who I am, friends and family, and the future is wide...... yet every single damn day I want to die. But I keep going on. This is how I live. I "live every day like it's my last," literally. So I know I'm not as happy as I could be.

I hope this makes sense..... ?

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  • to me it sounds like depression. i am going through similar, except that i am fat ugly and weird. but i am happy i am weird because im not boring, but i read all of the time, just to see if i could magically fall into that world instead of the world i am in now. i am on antidepressants and have been for a few years. i started them when i was thirteen and they didn't help that much... or i thought that until i stopped taking them secretly. a taecher found me rocking under a desk after a week or so. they mess you up. if you are already then watch yourself okay??? you can post a commennt back here and tell me how youre doing because i will listen and help you. that is something that makes me happy, knowing that i have made someone else better :)

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