It hurts that I will never have you. I feel you so strongly, I know you like my own skin. Maybe in heaven or another life I can leave a trail of kisses on that skin, that feels like my own. Oh how I would love to see the light in your eyes dance and to hear your laugh. That would be all I could ever want. Nothing I ever write could touch upon the beauty of your soul, you are a man of the highest character. May God protect and bless you forever.