I was awkward as a teen and always knew I was different. Unfortunately I was raised during a repressive time in history. When I was a freshman in college and barely 18 I went to work for a wealthy family in order to help pay for tuition. I lived in their home and did chores for them as they were away often. They were both an attractive couple but I found myself drawn the man who name was David and I began to realize that I was gay. I was afraid to come out during that time so I simply repressed my feelings. As time went on I grew close to them both but David treated me like a buddy. He and I did a lot of things together like ballgames and such. He was always asking if I had a girlfriend or needed one seeing how he never saw me with a girl or heard me talking about them. One day I was cleaning the bathroom and as I was on my knees scrubbing the shower David came in from working out. He had a great body. He was tall and muscular , good looking and nice. He wasn't wearing a shirt and had on a pair of shorts. He kicked off his shoes and told me he wanted to take a shower. I told him I'd be finished in a few minutes. As I worked we talked and laughed and the subject of girls came up again. I changed the subject as always but this time he kept pressing the matter. I became frustrated and he looked at me and said it was ok that he knew I was gay. We talked about it and he asked me if I was dating a guy. I said no that I never had . So you have never even had a sexual experience? He asked. I just looked at him. Getting up and walking toward me he said , that must be very frustrating for you at your age. I was on my knees looking up at him and now he was standing over me. He placed his hands on his hips and smiled. Then he slowly slid his short down and now his semi erect p**** was dangling mere inches from my face. It was thick and long with bulging veins. His b**** were large and clean shaven. I was frozen and excited. You know , he started , I could be your first. It will give the confidence and release you need. I started to say something but he said , I wouldn't tell a soul. His c*** was now fully erect and all the feelings I had been suppressing for years just exploded in my head. I moved my head into his crotch and as my nose and lips pressed against his shaft I breathed in deeply. The mix of his sweat and musk awakened all of the gay nature within me. I greedily licked his clock and b**** as my hands griped his toned buttocks. He moaned softly as my mouth found his c******* and his c*** slipped easily into my mouth. It was an amazing feeling. I had never sucked a d*** before but i guess it came naturally to me. His thick c*** glided in and out of my mouth quickly as I Sucked his c*** hard. He grabbed the back of my head and thrusted his hips gently. I tasted his sweet precum leaking into my mouth and it was intoxicating. Just as I was really getting into it he pulled out. I looked up at him and he told me to follow him. He took me to his bed and told me to undress. I knew what he wanted but I didn't know if was ready. I know your nervous , he said but I really think you need to just do it. I quickly undressed before I changed my mind. He reached in the nightstand and placed a condom on his big throbbing c***. As he greased his protected d*** he told me to bend over the bed. As i lay there wondering if it would hurt he mounted me from behind. He rubbed his large c******* against my a*** a few times then pushed in. It burned more that it hurt but as he pumped in slowly the pain increased. I began to moan and he stopped and started asking me if I was ok. I was so turned on and told him to just f*** me. He grabbed my hips and slid his whole c*** in me. He f***** me gently at first but soon he was banging my brains out. The pain went away and it its place I felt a pleasure I had never known. He held me and kissed my neck as he f***** me for what seemed forever. Just as I began to feel a burning pain in my stomach he pulled out. Breathing heavily he told to quickly turn over . He pulled off the comdom and stuck his c*** in my mouth. He trhusted a few times and then I felt his hot c** pumping into my mouth. He grunted and moaned as I swallowed what I could. He collapsed on the bed when he was done and I faithfully licked and sucked his c*** until it was limp. I was in love. This was the first of many moments like this between us . I was now fully awake.