I really shouldn't, but I do.
I started dating this girl and she's pretty good for the most part. But she's got some major issues. Alcohol is her best friend. And alcohol and I are just acquaintances. She's funny and kind but when she gets around alcohol, she loud and annoying as f***. She loses control and pretty much says f*** it to responsibilities. She basically needs and wants a babysitter. I need to have control in my life. I have too many responsibilities. And I certainly don't want to babysit. But I like her alot.
We went our separate ways and I miss her bad. I miss her sorta aloof nature. She is a kind, caring, extremely interesting person who makes me laugh when she sober. She makes me feel happy a good portion of the time. I just can't handle her constant drinking.