I cheated on the man I love

I'm a ** addict, there's no other way to phrase that. Recently my hormones have been going berserk, even though I have important exams this semester I cannot concentrate due to my excessive horniness. If I do not ** at least 4 times a day, it's just like my life doesn't make sense anymore.

My boyfriend who's currently living with his parents hasn't been giving me enough attention lately. Although we've been together for years now, our intimacy is fading and he's got quite lazy too. The main reason why I even started dating him was because he was always available for ** and the first few months were amazing. We used to have ** 4 times a day, we used to invite couples at his house and we were very adventurous. But these days, he acts like my desires don't even matter, while he probably beats off to ** 5 times a day. I know this because I once saw the links to ** sites on his phone and apparently he's a frequent visitor.

Anyway, long story short, I realized I couldn't live like this any longer. Not getting ** and the excessive 24/7 horniness was driving me crazy so I started flirting with this middle age guy (I'm 20 and he's 36). With my boyfriend, I was always in control but with my ** buddy, it's different. I feel like a little girl and I love it. I used to think I was very independent and dominant but with him, I just embrace my vulnerable female side and let him ** him. The sad thing is, the ** with him is so good. His main goal in bed he says, is to make me **. And the first time was so amazing, I went home feeling satisfied, alive and I couldn't stop thinking about all those things he did to me, which were pretty romantic ( rubbing my face, kissing my forehead, folding my clothes, kissing me). It was a whole new experience.

I just can't stop thinking about him. I want him so much and I think that I'm falling in love with him (I hate being a woman) but at the same time, I love my boyfriend a lot and I wouldn't dare hurt him.

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