Binder Envy

For a while I've been looking at chest binders. I've never mentioned it to my girlfriend for about 3 years until one day they said they popped out as trans and said they had enough for two binders. I was so stupid and got my hopes up that one of them was for myself and it was going to be a big surprise like "Wow! You're NB? Sweet! Let's take our next steps together and buy binders!" Thinking that one was for me I paid for one and measured myself but in all actuality both was for them and deep down I knew that was the way it is. The they bought them and I asked why didn't you put my measurements down they asked "Oh you wanted one too", kissed me, and moved on to play video games. I cried in the bathroom. I wanted to say something but I can't because knowing me I would still be unhappy with my body. It's completely useless to get one but there's that one sliver of hope I might be happy for one moment. I got excited for nothing. All my fault and here I am butthurt as h*** complaining like a little b****. <3 thanks to those who read all the way through

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  • I keep coming back and wishing more people would talk about this.

    I feel so alone. My girl friends all wear bras and all I want to be is flat

  • Why is this confession, within the LGBTQ section?

  • Serious?

  • Try to talk to your friend. Pick one and see if they can help you through this tough time. Also what about your mom? My mom found out I was bb. Really clumsy home made binders. I was like so shocked and scared. She turned out to be the best. She helped me and bought for me and you know was just there whenever. Actually as I write this, that really scary bit of her finding out was so much in making us reconnect too.

  • Real sorry to hear. Hey life is really tough and emotional. Somtimes seems like nothing is gonna work out for you and like everything seems to work out for others.

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