I think im ugly, others say im not, but i can't stand the sight of myself. And sometimes my mom makes comments to me about my body, and my personality. yesturday, i had to excuse myself from a store, and cry in the mall bathroom. I never cry, but im just so worn out from feeling like a nothing that things get to me now. What really makes me feel hopeless is that i realized i have no parents any more. Each one of them had failed me, and it makes me think no one will ever want to be with me for that long. Because if my parents can't hang around me, who can? I wish i was invisible, and no one could see me. I could walk down the street and not be afraid that some one was going to look my way or stare. how can some one love me, if i dont love myself?