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Crossdressing while shopping for lingerie
I love to cross dress and have great long term erections and the most intense ** possible. I am 32 and have been cross dressing forever. I have been cross dressing full time for about 5 months and got a job dressed as a female. It has been the most rewarding and ** experience of my life. Lucky for me I am 5'8" and with 2 inch heels can still not be looked at as too tall for a woman. Since I have been dressing and using makeup for so long I can apply my makeup to look just like a woman my age. And since I have been living as a female for 5 months now it is getting easier and I am getting more confident daily. When I got the job 2 weeks ago my confidence went through the roof. My voice is fairly soft and most people tell me they love my lusty voice; little do they now it is a soft male voice. When I was younger I was made fun of for my not so masculine voice. But I knew one day I would go full time so I loved it. I buy and use the best quality makeup and use airbrush foundation. Good but expensive makeup makes all the difference in dressing and appearing as a female. I also have nice full hair and make sure to have my nails and toes done every two weeks. Also my nails are long but mot to long and I square them off at the tips and always get French tips.
The odd thing is even though I now dress full time and donated all my male clothing so I cannot even think of dressing as a male, I still get aroused all day knowing how I look and feel, shifting my weight while sitting and feel the nylon ** sliding against my slip and dress keeps me constantly erect. I have had some basic facial surgery that gave me a more feminine look. I said it was because I hated my dad and did not want to look like him so I had my nose and chin done and it made me look a bit less masculine. I hardly eat so I maintain my figure and have very expensive silicone ** forms. $450 each side for my daily wear set and 2 other pair that are less expensive but still nice silicone with **. I use these for sleeping or bathing suit and gong to the gym. It is interesting to go into the ladies changing room at the gym and look at nice hard bodies the ones I wish I had except I never want to give up my **. I will one day want real ** or nice high quality ** augmentation. I wear a lacy lounging bra to sleep in so I wear breast forms 24/7 except of course in the bath. I am lucky blonde hair and a light beard. I have been having electrolysis on the beard for 2 years and it is about 85% finished. I have had my underarms done with electrolysis but still shave my legs and as I said I have light hair so not a big deal. I am going to have my eyebrows done with electrolysis soon so I am almost hair free in the areas where I do not want hair. Give you all a basis idea I am a perfect size 7 dress size. my figure 36C ** 25 waist 34 hips. I want to begin estrogen and other hormones to get a better female figure and grow **, the problem is I love ad live for my **. I though that if I dressed daily and lived as a female where I could wear women's clothing 24/7 my arousal by the silky ** and stockings heels and nylon long nightgowns would eventually get less and less and since I could and did dress daily I would basically get used to wearing these clothes and get used to it. No the more and longer I dress and love as a female the more I need to live and dress as a woman and the more aroused I get and the more ** I want to have. I have 8 to 10 ** a day and usually carry 3 pairs of clean ** in my purse since I often soil the ones I am wearing. me dry ** are very intense, after about the 5th ** they become so intense my legs collapse. The thing is after 4 ** I start to have dry ** and by 8 or 9 they are so intense and long lasting that my entire body is trembling I have been to a wedding wearing a nice taffeta dress and 4 in heels and garter belt and stockings all the items of clothing that gets me erect and makes me want to **. I am pleased with how I look; my face looks feminine and I know how to apply makeup correctly. I know the proper makeup for work for night for cocktails and for dates. I am completely hetro so dating me is not on my list but I have been on 3 dates with men which was more of an ego boost and to make sure I could pass with men on a date and did so without question. 2 of the guys wanted to kiss me and one wanted me to go to bed with him and told me I was the most ** woman he ever met and honestly on the dates which each included dinner and afterward drinks at a lounge, I was hard a s a rock all though the date. I never wear a gaff do is id lucky that I have always had a fairly small ** which as a male is a drag but as a woman is perfect. I wear size 4 ** because my ** is so small; most males 5'8" would have to wear a size 5 or 6 because of the size of their **. I also wear bikini or full briefs never thongs which I think are completely gross. I always stockings and usually thigh highs or garter belt and stockings however I do on occasion wear pantyhose but I love the feel of my nylon ** against my slip and dress of skirt; but there are times when pantyhose make more sense. So here is the confession. I went shopping for brads and pantries (always wear matching sets and buy 3 pairs of ** for each bra. Remember the bra last longer and you can wear it for 2 to 3 days before washing but need to change ** daily. So at the lingerie store similar to Victoria Secret but this store actually sells nylon, satin and silk lingerie not the cotton or micro fabrics, that are not soft silky and slippery. Why women do not want to wear silky lingerie always amazed me. They get to wear silky clothing heels and stockings and dresses and choose not to ; I actually think it is weird. So I am on my way to the changing room my 3 bras and some ** and a nice matching garter belt when a young girl about 15 was coming into the dressing room and asked if I would help here with her bra fitting. She was going to her sisters wedding and needed a pushup bra and oh my she was pretty' so I of course said yes with an ** pounding to get out. I have a small ** I said and I usually wear loose fitting skirts or dresses so I can have the ** sensations of all the nylon sliding together without wearing a gaff (yuck) anyway she had 4 bras and wanted me to help her. She always wear front closure bras because she does not like the back close she said it was hard to reach and I guess not one told her to hook then in front and slid it around to your back, nor did any one ever tell her once she put her ** into the bra to bend over and let your ** fit into y9ur bra before standing up to adjust. So I helped her and had an ** in about 2 minutes the second of the day so I made a mess in my ** (yuck) but hands free ** are always interesting. Eventually she got the right bra with my help and tried to tell her she needed matching silky ** so I could help her with, yummy. But she had not the interest ah the youth of today do not get it. So I want to go back and hopefully do this again. I would love to help a young girl and rub my ** against her ** by pretending to reach around to help with the bra but instead get off on her. Would any of you do this or am I just a freak.
You're my dream, my perfect girlfriend, I would love to marry you, and be your perfect loving husband. The thought of you c***ing all day in your satin knickers is my absolute dream.
I would lovingly f**k you as often as possible, and you would worship my c**k.
Perfection for ever. Mmmmmm **
So I left the confession above and wanted to update. It has now been over 2 years I have been living as a female and enjoy ever second of my life. I now work at a lingerie department of a department store. I get to help women and young girls with bra fittings and help with other lingerie. I love to help young brides with fitting wedding lingerie like corsets and fancy lacy bras and **. I stay erect all day and still soil my ** all day. I will soil my ** 8 to 10 times a day. They become more powerful as the day goes on. I rub myself in a ladies room in a stall to a pleasurable outcome several times during the day. The sensation of my nylon slip rubbing and sliding against my ** is so ** and the sensations are wonderful. I sleep in silky nylon night gowns with matching ** and have enjoyable relief several times a night. The sensations of the silky nylon rubbed against what is under my ** is such a great feeling and I just love how slippery it all is and how much I get excited by doing this over and over all day and night. I love to wear nice silky Hanes thigh highs and slid my legs together while rubbing my nylon slip against my ** all the slippery silky sensation is so arousing I never get enough of it. I thought I would get used to wearing these clothes and lingerie if I lived and dress like this everyday all day for years and instead I just get more and more excite by it and want to do it more and more. On the weekends I spend all day doing it all day and enjoy myself. If only the women knew what I was doing while helping them try on lingerie. Many times I will be watching a woman try on lingerie I brought to them while rubbing myself to a pleasurable outcome and shooting it in my ** while I watch them try on a bra or corset oh yea it is a wonderful life.
Update I helped a young teen fit a bra and get friend fit her first bra oh perky ** but after I had to go to the ladies room to change ** since I had a hands free soiling of my Vanity Fair nylon bikini **. I fforgot to lock door so I pulled my dress up and pulled it out of the side of my ** to give it another go and I am leaning against the counter dress up ** pulled to the side rock hard going at it and just as I was shooting out the2 girls walked in and was watching it shoot on the floor and I just kept pulling and watched them as they watched the mess on the floor then stated at it then me then it but I could not put it back in my ** just kept milking it as it was beginning to get softer. Finally after what seemed like 5 minutes I put it back in my ** then figured I was in so much trouble what the Heck do I pulled up my dress over my ** and slid out of the way ** took a pair of very sheer ** out slid them on and by now it was hard again adjusted it in the sheer rubber my hand back and forth over it about 6 times then pulled my dress down turned to face mirror and redid my lip stick. Now I am completely shaved down there the entire thing like a baby. I walked out winked at them and I guess they never told anyone. Now it seems all I think about is how to make it happen again but seems like that is playing with fire. Never had desire to be a flasher before but I was so arou sed I want for girls trying on their first bra to know I helped them since I actually touch their two girls as I help for into the bra and get so aroused doing it then for them to see shaved manhood under ** turns me on more than anything. Yummy
So I did it again in a ladies room at the mall I work at by pretending to loose my balance. A
girl I had help fit her very first bra and get older sister came in and I got
instant hard as I was hoping her bra from the back and told her to bend forward so her ** can fall into her bra. I explained that now it may not seem like it helps but as she gets bigger they will fall into place, then you stick your hands on and lift them up and I actually bent over her and stick my hands on her bra and pulled them up and gently slid my fingers across her little ** sliding across her rear end about 5 times and just paused and came so intense I just pushed against her as it pulsed over and over soiling my **. she was pushing back against me trying to get up but not knowing it was only making it better for me she finally ask me what I was doing and said I lost balance. Now I have to do that again and often. I will get in trouble eventually but until then oh my.
So this is progressing past being reasonable. The other day I again went into ladies restroom remember I live and present as a female, and am so aroused by letting other women especially girls are that there is a ** under my dress and **. Do not understand my sudden interest in this but it is such a turn on. So I went in and waited for everyone to leave I wore crotchless ** with lots of lace around the opening which is open for front and rear I leaned against counter and took out a vibrating ** and put live in it and into my ** and with other hand was masturbating my ** with all hair shaved off the area. I had my dress pulled up and with in a few seconds shoving the ** in and out and masturbating so hard I was in a trance. Finally as I wanted a teen girl came in and I just looked at her smiled and had the most intense ** I ever had. So intense my legs collapsed and I slid to the floor still having another **. She gasp and ran out. I figured I needed to get out I stood up ** still erect sticking out the crotchless ** and some how the bottom of my dress was some how stuck in the top where I tucked it and I started to panic I could not seem to get it out and just then a woman maybe 35 came in and I could not stop myself but I began to ** and using the ** ** which came out when I slip to the ground U was sliding it accident ** and just looked at the woman. I could not stop and with in seconds while she was in shock staring at me I had my 3 rd intense ** shooting ** right toward her but not much since I already had 2 **. She ran out and now my senses came back I pulled my dress hard and it finally came down and shoving the ** in my purse I ran out then took the first exit. I do not believe I can ever go to that mall again but what memories. I know this is wrong. If I can just once shot my seme n on a girls face then that would satisfy me I feel.
Cannot stop wanting to show that under all the female clothing and silky lingerie there is a male part. There is something very ** about a males thing touching silky lingerie since it really should never know the sensations of slippery nylon or satin. Think about it should a male ever know how it feels to have fresh shaved legs and slid on very silky stockings and hook them to a garter belt or know what it feels like to wear a bra or corset or high heels no they should not. And the reason is like me once a male starts to wear female lingerie and wear make up and actually pass as a woman it is a one way street no turning bavk. It is so and all the slippery silky sensations are overwhelming and addictive. It is also progtessive, the more I love and present myself as a woman the more I want to. I went shoe shopping yesterday and wore a very silky consolidated dress that would easy ride up if I moved my legs in a sitting position while having the sales lady got my pumps. And wearing silky Hands thigh highs allow my silky slip to slid easy causing my dress to also slid easy. So I decided to wear sheer and I mean very sheer pink bikini ** and no question you could we it since I keep shaved. So she is fitting me for some new pumps and I moved so my Dr read would slid up so high that basically it was almost to my waist and yes I was rock hard and she was staring at it as ** shot through my ** and down my nylon covered leg. Hands free is always **. I looked at her and said oops my bad. I said she was so ** I could not help myself. I got up and excused myself told her I had to go to ladies and clean up. I did go to ladies to change ** and move to find another show store where women were the sales people and I did 3 more times with caring reactions but never s scream. I was exhausted and spent.
Starting a new conversation train, but this the is the guy below who just started taking a ** from his wife. This is me:
http://sytd .co/post/127063016445/unfortunately-im-a-shower-not-a-grower-not
https://luvmysissypanties. tumblr.com/post/144264801763/my-first-submission-from-joeytribb111-yay
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Would you let me ** you to see if you can make me ** better then my wife can make me? As an ego boost to you, obviously ;)
Wow I would love to ** you, I have a fat 6in **
I'd like to ** your fat ** after you ** her while I stroke my teeny weeny
How small is your **? I love ** men with small **, watching the Tony ** bounce ad o ** their **. It's wonder to see a little ** spray ** as my ** is deep in their **. Big ** just don't do it for me but I still ** men with big **, only if my wife is there as she loves big **
Where abouts are you based as I love to perform with you in your wife's presence
Birmingham UK
It's about 1.5 inch soft and 3 inches hard. I love ** my ** with any object I can find, but would love it more if someone ** me whilst humiliating me about how small my ** is. I would ** your ** first, then lie back, spread my legs in the air and wait for you ram your fat ** inside my tight **, humiliate me, slap my **, point my ** up and watch me ** all over my face, keep ** me while it's soft and tiny, then ** in my **, pull your fat ** out and force me to ** it clean while my face is still covered in my **. Repeat until my ** is loose then just face ** me and ** down my throat. Is it obvious I want to be a ** sour for a real man with a fat **??? ;)
Sound good to me, would you dress in your girly clothes to be my little **. I'd love to lock your little ** in a cage for a week, then come and ** you. You would get hard as I ** you and it will be painful locked up and I will remove it when you **, then you can lick it clean followed by my ** which will be hard again and ** you doggy
Nice story bit far fetched at some points but interesting enough,I love sometimes to find a nice hard ** hiding in tiny **,nice change from ** at times, you say you ** 8-9 times so I'm thinking could have so much fun with a ** that performs like that,how small is it? 3-4" to hide away in those tiny **,have found the small ones do ** quickly and regain erectness more often than the big ones,I'm 7" and two to three ** are my lot,have had fun with 8-9" ** also but usually one massive ** and its over,but two young ones I had last summer with tiny ** came three times in quick succession for me