What Else

I am jealous of her around matty because I like him and she is a b****

I am jealous of your mirror which gets the opportunity to see your direct gaze on a daily basis. I am jealous of the sun which reflects off of your skin and illuminates your magnificence. I am jealous of the hot water which is allowed to travel every inch of your body as you shower. And I am jealous of your fingers for the warm wet place they get to go as you think of me before falling asleep.

You are also jealous of people that aren't retarded like you.

If only you were jealous about the distances that separate

I am not jealous at all of the distances that separate. I want us to build a bridge together to eliminate the gap that exists between us.

I always hold on the deep love between us ,I am eager to greet whatever differences exist between us with tenderness and tolerance.
I don’t feel awkward to reveal my vulnerabilities to you.I don’t want to blame others for any situations created i also want us to heal the rough edges and connect in a meaningful way.
Only thing i don’t know is how to build a bridge... instead i see thick walls standing tall that is so hard to penetrate sometimes.
Every new morning i revisit this issue with a want to bridge the gap but really don’t know how to fulfill.