How am I supposed to feel?
I was r__ped as a child from the age of 4-13 from numerous cousins within my family
This has affected me mentally and emotionally. Essentially I don't know how I should feel?
When someone tries to kiss me, touches me inappropriately or wants to have s** with me - I don't say no, I don't know why because I want too!!! I just don't in the moment