** stepmom for years

When I was between four and six years old, I was at my dads apartment and my stepmom was in their bedroom. The door was cracked and I saw her **. Ever since then I have chased girls and women who resemble her.

As I was growing up I was absolutely obsessed with her sexually. I would ** to her photos while making out with them. then, I would ** on things of hers. ** in her conditioner, in her lotion, on her **.

Eventually I would start sticking her tampons up my ** while I jerked off until I found her ** by mistake. Then I would ** myself with the ** or blow it while I jacked off or ** with it double-barrel style.

In high school I had told a friend that I found the ** and she overheard him talking about it. Since then she has always flirted with me ever so slightly. Getting closer than she would before so I could feel her ** graze against me, kissing me on the mouth when we say good bye, being a little more open about **... even telling me a story about someone seeing her naked really similar to my own experience.

To this day I want to ** her like it's an addiction. I cannot rid my mind of the thought. I always think of ways to seduce her. It's the hottest, weirdest obsession I have.