My sister touched me
When I was a kid starting at maybe 8 years old, my sister who is 3 years older than me used to touch me. She used to touch my d*** and make me kiss her and have me touch her v*****. Once we tried to have s** but I didn't know she had a hole just rubbed my d*** against her v*****. I didn't even know what s** was. She had to explain to me why my d*** was getting hard and not to let my mom see it. She was a very jealous "lover". She didn't let me ever see her b**** or rarely touch them (I'm a b*** guy). At some point she stopped.
I feel like she used me. These memories would haunt me, and made me see her in a sexual way. Later on when I was in the throes of puberty and still a virgin, on my birthday one day, I told her I wanted to have s** with her and remembered that she used to touch me. She denied it and said she didn't remember that ever happening. Then she told my mom who got very upset with me and punished me. I told my mom what she did to me as a kid, and my mom either didn't believe me or didn't care and never punished my sister.
Afterwards my sister treated me badly and we didn't get along for years until she somewhat treats me better now. I feel like my sister used me sexually for her own pleasure when I was too young to know better, and then when I wanted to use her later when I was older she threw me into the dirt. She grew to be successful and had many boyfriends and I am still a virgin to this day.