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You there...

Were you mommy.

Love you mommy

Hi mommy are you there. I love you mommy and were are you. Your angel baby girl xxxxxx

I like you mommy...

I love you mommy..

Im here mom and something happend. Love you xxxxxx

I love you mom and im sorry...

Were are you mom and i love you..

Were are you mom..

Ahc

So good

Speak to me my angel .

Answer me my little angel . I will be waiting

I will answer to all from here and I will be clear .
I admit it sometimes I m********* and thinking little boys but I get h**** with adults.
I see children only emotionally .
I think I could fall in love with an innocent and handsome little boy but not sexually , the same with an adult .
These feelings for children came to me suddenly at my 22 years old .
Now I am 23 and I think these feelings came cause I want so much to be a child again .
I like to watch movies with children , I like to listen opera from little boys in church and in general I like to listen them singing , l like to hear their high sweet voice , I like to hear stories about children and I like stories that shows the power of children , I like their innocence on s** .
I like everything that is childish , fairytales , childish movies , candy , cartoons , playground , trabolin and other stuff that are childish .
I would like my body was like when I was little girl , without chest , without hair on my body , more white skin with more cuteness on my face and more happiness in my soul .
Then I was for more comfortable than now in everything .
I am getting sad when I think that everyone including myself grow up.
I would like it if we were all children forever , I am depressed because I want to be a kid again .
It's difficult cause I feel inferior from other adults .
I am childish I know maybe it's not normal cause I must behave like an adult .
I miss the innocence of children , this is what I like so much about them .
I would like to see the world from a child's eyes .
I would like an adult to take care of me .
And if I knew a preteen boy has this need too I would like to help him .
If I met an childish adult with childish soul and look like myself I would liked it .
I said those things so you can understand me .

It sounds like you really miss your childhood, like it was a safe, warm place. Perhaps you had to grow up too quickly? That happens to people sometimes. It is understandable that you miss the innocence of childhood.

I bet you would enjoy and benefit from talking to a good counselor, someone who listens, who understands what you're talking about and does not judge you, does not presume or assume things you did not imply, etc.

Many of us, adults, are too quick to pre-judge each other. We filter what people say to us, and we fail to hear what the other person is really saying. Counselors are trained to listen and really understand what is being said. And of course they want to help you feel better, whether just by listening and understanding, or helping to cope, or offering other support.

I benefited greatly from seeing a psychologist periodically for a few years after I became depressed because of a chronic pain problem, and other associated things.
Just the fact that this person was listening, asking questions when he didn't understand, then listening and making sure he understood what I meant, etc. was really helpful to me.

Maybe you would find something like that beneficial also. The rest of the world can be an ignorant, brutal place sometimes.

Thank you ! some people here tell me to die , you are the person who treat me well ! thank you , i agree with all you said !