Something I like
I think it's cute to be like a mother to a little boy to protect him and have control over him .
But I don't have maternal instinct .
I want a little boy's head on my chest .
I want to love me and listen to me .
I fantasize that I give him pleasure .
Maybe this is an emotional need .
But I don't want it with little girls only with little boys .
This is only a fantasy .
I don't believe that reality is like my fantasy .
Relationships when a child and an adult are together seems so cute
to me .
Then again my imagination is better than reality .