Hi my sweetie

I am sorry sweetie i wasn't at my house . I said sweetie to sleep 8 hours because sleep helps and the normal for your age and my age too is to sleep 8 hours . I told you sweetie it's okay if you don't have hair on your ** yet or small ** . How are other girls at 13 in your school ? When i was 13 i had small ** too sweetie and no hair on my body or maybe a little hair . It's not a bad thing you don't have because when you will grow up more your ** and hair you will grow up . Like your hair if you let them they will grow the same goes with ** and body hair . If you see some 13 year old girls with bigger ** than you or with more body hair than you this doesn't that they are prettier or better they are just more developed . This doesn't make them smarter just more developed . I feel psychologically and mentally less developed than people my age sweetie . So i can understand how you feel but i swear sweetie your ** and your body hair will grow . If this make you feel better i don't feel well with myself lots of times sweetie . And don't think i am strong . Many times i am weak .And exactly as you see me i see my only friend . I am passive person and helps many times and he fill my emptiness .
I can almost see myself in you sweetie and really
i don't want to end up like me because i know sweetie i didn't open up to you much . To be completely honest i hate myself too and all the words i say to you sweetie the most i try to pressure myself to believe them . And most of the time i feel like a bad person too and that i must not be sexual . Because i learn from my mother that i must always be a good modest person and many times i pressure myself and hide myself because i believe that nobody would like me for who i am because i am not perfect . I have evil side too sweetie i am not saint . Maybe that's why i want you to believe because this is what i believe , I want you to believe that you have a value .

But not because i said so . Because you really believe it . I know it's difficult to believe it , i know it very well . Especially if you have these ** in youth group and cruel mother and pastor . But trust me you will be well and calm and your life will be good if you are okay with yourself , and i don't mean the good side only but the dark side too . To accept yourself for who you really are . When i say you have a dark side i don't mean that you are bad person sweetie but we all have dark side inside of us but we afraid too look at this side right on the face and i am scared too sweetie . And i don't want to end up like me . I feel alone many times and i fight with myself many times . You are still young you want the love of a mother and i understand it sweetie . You have me but althought it's difficult try to not be obsession with me i mean you have your own personality . You have to explore yourself sweetie and have your own opinions in things . I don't like the thing i will say but pretend i am dead . Pretend one day you message me and never answer because i died . You have to connect and show sympathy to yourself sweetie even i am not in your life . Because if you have obsession with me you need my love right now , then if i disappear you will try to find love to someone's else . These are things you might realise when you grow up sweetie . And if my 2 friends saw our messages they would think it's ironic the fact i tell you all these stuff because they are always telling me the same words . So i am not so great in reality as you think sweetie . But be sure that i can understand you .

Here is 5:19 morning sweetie and don't apologise for sleeping sweetie , it's okay .

Don't apologise sweetie it's okay you fell asleep angel . No sweetie i won't disappear i just wanted to give an example . I wouln't kill myself ever i'm afraid of death . These girls you see sweetie and have really big ** if they are your age then they are just more developed . You are not baby sweetie you are a darling and really your ** and your hair body will grow up . How it was supposed to be born sweetie ? How many monthns later ? I would like it sweetie to wear skirts but not very short because this would take attention by a lot of guys. And even if you want to have ** with a lot of guys then in this age sweetie keep it in your fantasy only . You can have ** with a lot of guys ( it's not a bad thing ) but when you will grow more and be more mature sweetie. And if you have as a fantasy to have ** with a lot of guys don't worry sweetie , i have it too. And put only little make up. Other girls in your school or in youth group i think they hurry to grow up sweetie . I think you hurry to grow up too sweetie . And your ** must be so sweet and cute with no hair sweetie . And really sweetie it's not a bad thing the fact that you have no hair . Why you think women always shave their body hair ? Because they don't want to have body hair . I told you in your age i had small ** too and very little body hair . Have you have period sweetie ? You are 13 i guess you have but if you don't have it's okay you may have when you become 14 or 15 . You don't have to put tissue in your bra sweetie because your ** will grow up anyway . I don't drink much wine now sweetie . Yesterday when i was not at home i didn't drink . You can drink too sweetie i mean wine and only a half glass .

Im sorry fell assleep again mommy and love you sooo much mommy and missed you mommy and im in room again had my breakfast allready mommy. I dont no lots what your saying mommy and why you say you probabley wont be here mommy and why mommy its not fair and if you go i realy want be with my daddy then mommy. I hate every one mommy and dont go mommy i wont be bold and make bad choices mommy i promise i do my best m

That went too fast mommy and did not finish text mommy. But im not meaning too be bold and keep messing up and make bad choices mommy and like they say mommy. I promise i dont mommy and some girls have real big ** mommy and why did i have be born too early mommy and few times mommy i put tissue in my training bra mommy and boy saw it mommy when let him do lots off stuff too me mommy and told people that i did mommy and said im like baby on my ** and so did the stupid girl when pastor smacked me mommy and saw my ** and told every one also mommy that im like little stupid baby with no hair mommy. I hate them mommy and were you mommy and is your friends nice mommy and did you drink wine an all again mommy. Wish i drink lots off wine all time with you mommy and stay up till late like you do mommy and mommy i can have realy short skirts and short shorts mommy and ware all make up in the world also mommy. Lip stick, blusher,mascara.eye liner mommy and all like other girls mommy. I miss you mommy and love you all time mommy. Huggs too you mommy and your my real mommy and im your baby girl mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and moms make me studie all my subjects like in school and home work and said at break after i get snack she going too spank me mommy and she make me ware uniform even when im not in school mommy and told her its stupid mommy and she said im getting extra smacks for tell her what too do mommy and even wont let me ware ** and told mom it hurts and not fair and stupid and mom said its my own fault again fair be bad and doing bold things all time and never too tell her what too do and said shes the freak adult and my mom and will listen too her or be a sorry little girl mommy and hope they all die mommy and wish i can have a gun for real mommy love your baby girl mommy and huggs you mommy xxxxxx

Were you mommy and mom smacked me after lunch now mommy and took off my skirt mommy and make me sit on stoole in my room again now mommy. I want punch her mommy its too sore mommy and not fait and said im sit here for whole hour mommy and need you mommy and please dont go mommy im sorry. Love your baby girl mommy and want you xxxxxx