I hope you get what I sent you, and I really really hope you read it. I don't know if I said the right thing, but I had to say something. You are still on my mind, it's ridiculous. I hope you don't get mad. I want you to say something back, anything, but please something pleasant. Maybe someday we can get an apartment together in the city like we always talked about. After typing that somehow it seems so unlikely. Oh well, I just hope you're happy. Even if we never see each other again I want you to be happy. You were always too sad.