Cousin pushed him to me.
My cousin and I stayed in a bed together with her boyfriend one night after a party only because there were too many people there and no beds left, She was the one who suggested we stay in the same bed and at first it didn't seem like a big deal with her being 5 years older than me and him 7 years older.
At the time I was just 19 and hadn't really "Been around" much but I was just drifting off and they were obviously doing stuff, Well...He was trying and she was having none of it, I don't remember what was said but she somehow decided he should use me to take his attention off her if you know what I mean.
He rolled over, Snuggled up behind me and being young and dumb I let him, Next thing I knew I was on my back, Legs in the air and my cousin laid there angrily telling him to hurry up because she wanted to sleep. The next day she was angry at him, Angry at me but eventually she realized she was the one who pushed him to me.
Now 21 years later they are married with two kids and last night he and I were left alone sitting at the kitchen table after everyone else went to bed, Nothing had EVER been said about that night since a week or so after it happened but last night he said to me "I still think about that night", I looked at him and said "Don't", He said "To this day you are the most beautiful woman I have ever been with", I kept telling him to stop and to wipe it from his memory and at the end he said "I just wanted you to know that you are my unicorn, The one I fantasize about and still dream about", He stood up, Leaned in and kissed me on the lips then went to bed.
So far he hasn't said anything and he was pretty drunk so maybe he won't remember.
Im sorry rich and she has me confused here and im calling you mr now. im going too get ready and leave to make a statement. my sister will be here soon **
You can get firm with her now if you like mr and im reading these and shes so so bold **
Rich she does not like being called little madam. i have just called her it and told her im bringing you over **
Thanks for this rich and i see she is getting very bold **
Sahas mommy here and i came too top off post. will you tell her you will be over too smack the ** off her rich if she keeps refuseing for me to spank her **
Morn rich and how we can catch up again. sasha has being asking after you **
Hi rich and its sashas mommy here **
This guy ** you, with your cousin's encouragement, when you were young and naive and he was young, stupid and **. If you'd reported it back then, and the authorities had actually taken you seriously instead of treating you like a ** (we all know that happens), he might still be in prison. And now he's got it turned around in his mind where you were the sexual peak experience of his life. Even under less odious circumstances, a person can have a brief encounter that sticks with them his/her entire life. I know that personally. Your cousin's boyfriend/husband seems to have matured into a seemingly responsible guy who's nevertheless turned this ** into a golden memory. Leave things as they are, but you may benefit from at least short-term therapy so YOU can put this behind you.
My gf ask me to have ** with her brother. I'm a girl btw. sometimes we do things for others. No need to make a big deal out of it.
It's an odd thing how random life things can stick in your head forever more for what ever the reason. Way back in the day I had a few make out sessions without going all the way with quite the pretty girl. Nothing came of it her brother did not want her with me. Over the years I would happen into her on business, nothing was ever said about the past, simply exchanged hello's and took care of business. Being happily married I don't have an interest in messing with that.
Just a week ago I got an urgent phone call at my office from her very scared about a problem at her families house. I agreed to meet her there and we worked out the problem. Then it hit me and I was over come with want and desire for her, the exact feelings I had so many years ago. Of course I said nothing, and went on my way but so very confused just what happened.
It continued to be ** my mind for the next couple days with emotions, feeling and I confess fantasizing. My wife and I were sitting together at home then my phone rings. It is her thanking me again for all I have done to help her family. My heart and emotions leap out of me at that moment. I will never do or say anything to her about it. I am still confused to how or why it happened.
Sad
So nice. My mom's would hand me a condom and say go take care of your father.