2009

i don't want to be as depressed, cynical, jaded, and pessimistic as i am anymore. but i seriously don't know how to stop. i am so scared that i am so affected by my life experiences and all the bullshit that has happened that i will never get better/

sometimes i truly believe i will never know what the feeling of "happiness' is, ever again.

i'm only 20

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  • I know what you mean bro, 2009 vikes lost in overtime to the saints. Depressing

  • thank you so much that means a lot. i just feel as if anything i do in life doesnt give me happiness or any fulfillment. i have friends and a good family but i feel as if i am not good enough for them, sometimes they say things to make me feel like that but in general i feel that way. i just kinda float around day by day and try to believe there is that light at the end of the tunnel, or a new day can change everything, and that something remarkable can happen to me, but i havent seen it yet. sometimes i dont know if its all worth the waiting for.

    sorry for ranting, thanks again a ton for the support
    happy holidays

  • I know your pain. Believe me, its hard to believe that there's a light at the end of the tunnel.

    We should probably just consider 2009 a clean slate. What's that past is the past, and we learn from it, but do not let it so totally control it that we can't move forward.

    I too will correspond with you here if you'd like. I think we all could use it.

  • TALK TO WHOEVER WILL LISTEN . I'LL CORRESPOND TO YOU ON HERE IF YOU JUST NEED TO VENT.

  • Have you considered a change of scenery?

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