My bestfriend and I have been friends from our first day in Kindergarten. We have done lots of things together from vacation to late night crying over boys. We have always been there for each other even sharing an apartment together.
For the longest time we never let a boy get between us, ever. If she dated a boy then I was never interested and visa versa. About 6 months ago she met a guy on line who lived in our area about 30 minutes drive. They started dating and things got pretty serious. She confessed to me that he is the one and hopes he asks her to marry him. I was so happy that we got a bottle of wine and made it a girls night.
About a week ago on Friday my bestfriend left on a trip for work. She would be gone for a few days and would return on Wednesday. I had plans of going out with my boyfriend on Saturday night when he called to cancel. Not a big deal, I slipped into some PJs and grabbed a good book. About 10PM I hear a knock at the door, it's my bestfriends boyfriend. I told him she was gone on a trip and he apologized for the interruption. Feeling bad that he drove 30 minutes to see his girlfriend I invited him in for a drink. We started chatting and the more we talked the more I became attracted to him. It was like some uncontrollable urge inside me to have s** with him. I couldn't explain it nor could I fight it. We started kissing and before I knew it we were having s** on the kitchen table. It was like a scene from the movies as he picked me up and sat me on the table, clearing everything off onto the floor. He kissed and sucked on my neck as I ran my hands in his hair. Then I unzipped his pants and pulled out his manhood, he has the largest d*** I have ever seen. He laid me back on the table and I grabbed his ass pulling him into me. He felt so massive and strong as he slid inside me causing me to instantly o*****. He ended up staying and we had s** 4 more times that night before he finally left the next morning.
We met up 3 more times and had s** everytime before Wednesday when my bestfriend returned. We have cooled our jets for now, but I'm not sure how much longer it will be before we have s** again. I asked him if this was just s** and he said no that he has some uncontrollable urge to be with me. He wants to break up with my friend and be with me, but that will destroy my friendship. I'm not in love with my boyfriend so no big deal there, but I can't imagine losing my bestfriend. I have told him not to break up with my bestfriend yet until I have had time to think this through. I really want to be with him, but I just don't know what to do.